Well, Alexandre, it's like thiis. You asked about Michael Lucas. (And I do agree with you about Wilfred Knight. He's a knight to remember, all right!) Do I still belong to his site and why? There's a short answer and a long answer. The short answer is yes. The long answer in put in the off topics section, so I won't repeat it here. You really got me thinking!
I do want to repeat, though, a basic thought: once I was very uncomfortable about having a foot fetish. But years of talking with people like you and the others who post here have made a difference. I can honestly say today that I feel a sense of deep joy and overwhelming gratitude for having been given a love of feet. If any neighbor or relative or friend accidentally discovered the fetish, it really wouldn't bother me today. Although things sexual are private for me, they are nothing to be ashamed of. If I had an album of foot pictures lying around, or a DVD of foot activity on a coffee table and someone discovered it and asked about it, I would be able to say quiety and calmly, what the material was and what foot fetishism is about.
I also have new attitudes to the guys in porn. I love porn, as you know, and now I'm discovering a whole new stud farm with the hunks over at Jake Cruise's enterprises. Jeremy Bilding, for example, represents the best that the stud farm can offer. I'll probably never meet him personally. Yet I can tell you all about the webbing of his big toes and the ones next to it. In his porn artistry he has allowed me to memorize the slight irregularities of his asshole. And I know exactly the angle of his penis when it's erest and ready to shoot. Now, I'll bet you his closest friends who talk to him every day don't know all that.
Jeremy has given me much good stuff. And so has that gorgeous hunk Johnny Torque. Not to mention Michael Von Steel. And what about David Taylor? I'm serious about a very deep gratitude I have to Jeremy et al. for the good times, the virtual good times, the dreams, the music, with which he and fellow charmers have filled my midnight hours.
I don't really expect him to send me his old socks. He's already given me and his public the best he has to offer. For that we send him our good thoughts and very best wishes. And that's a lot!